Monday, May 22, 2006

Thank You Letter For Destination Wedding Guests




Sometimes when I'm sitting here I'm starting to make me think.
thoughts about God and the world, and whether God is really for all his sheep has a plan, or if everything is inferior only to the pure random.

I mean what would have been if I had not met R. in this one all-changing summer?
what if I had not gone into this karaoke bar?
Would today are at the same point as now?

Someone once told me that people out for a reason, a whim, or come out of true friendship and love in your life. Not all would stay with you, but those who would come out of true friendship and love in your life stay with you forever. Whether they pull their ways or disappear for any other reason, they would never lose it as it is in your hearts and minds would survive.

has in this one summer, my whole life changed ... again.

I had arranged with my uncle and aunt that I work over the summer with them in the company would. The company is one of the times my father, the company was why there is so much hatred and suffering in our family.
I should make one other student, a small advertising campaign, my father liked that thought and told me plainly that if I was working at the company, I need not even show up first at home, except I was anyway just a tolerated guest so I would have to behave kindly and Sun

My mother, however, disagreed, saying that they had in the house, and accordingly he had to accept that I would collect the semester break to small stall in the apartment.

friends I had at home hardly which, from the entire previous clique has just been times even a friend to spare, and who was just in training camp and there was no way for me sometimes to disappear from home.

you have to know that this is not with us is easy. The stud of my parents is located on the forest, there is only the bus, bike or to run. I'm so long away from home because I have absolutely no idea where to go in LA, but I know how my M. pocket and so I wanted to level, because this patch is more familiar to me than the one in LA, which is has totally changed. It is foreign become, not the city that I knew from before.

So I had to grab a daily struggle for one of the cars. My economy car is logged for years, I do not need it, so I had to constantly fight for the Benz, and luckily my mother had moved out and see a the key.

So I went to M. to see my old city. It has also changed considerably, however, was in the fundamentals remained the same.
The station had changed a lot, but looks wonderful.
The underpass was expanded and done there were a few new bars, but there were still the first two bars and were still in American hands.

I can still remember how I first was in the bar. I had missed the train and the bar was the only shop who had not closed.
Previously, there was still no dance floor, instead it was a chance to play darts.

Anyway, one Friday I had back then can get hold of the car, went to M. and parked the Benz stable at the usual location of the rest to run to the subway. Lost something I ran through the area and noted that there are still many Americans as the city populated as before. I smiled quietly to myself, watching the people. An elderly German woman stumbled through the underpass and accosted the man, a young American and I exchanged the glances and shook his head at the same time. We got to talking and he invited me to his table.
sat at the table two Asian, and a young Man came to the table stumbled, he was tipsy, well, he wore a baseball cap.
first I thought "What is it because your an asshole?" After we were the only ones left from the group. We talked about God and the world, and he was a very good conversationalist.

We stayed until we were kicked out, I offered him him home to drive as it was anyway on the way, I had forgotten needed the mother the car nor with my sister to go to the tournament .

That's how I learned to R..

As we stood with him outside the house we both fell silent for a while, then asked me the famous question "Will you still come up for coffee?"
I nodded. He said that when he still a little messy would look like, and apologized for it and took me to his apartment.
It was a nice apartment, big and bright (it was already light again) and we went to a large balcony so he could smoke.

We still talked, and he start to talk about the war. He was there a "Been there, done that" and he has lost his best friend because he had shot himself. I listened to him, and after we sat down in his living room on the huge couch talking, we were still alive.

All in all, we talked more than 10 hours in one continuous piece, and eventually came to my mind that I could call home to say yes even my mother that I was coming.

Well, as always, she was beside herself with rage and screamed myself together, I do not mind but I knew their way even now long enough.

R. but did something that surprised me. He took the house keys from the federal government and said I should come back he would wait for me. I hugged him and headed back to LA.
My sister promised she would take me along for the Au, so I had enough time to shower me and to move.
a mountain I finally took the tram and got some breakfast for us both. When I Rs' apartment entered and shipped the breakfast in the large two-winged fridge I saw that it was not a bad idea even before purchase. He had nothing but soda pop and Thuna lie in the refrigerator and let's face it, who else Thuna want for breakfast?

It was as if it were the most natural thing in the world move about freely in his apartment, I felt not as invaders but like I belong there. It seemed to fit somehow. When I went into the bedroom I saw him lying there so peacefully asleep. I sat down beside the bed and watched him for a while, I know not what had aroused him, but when he woke up and saw me, he looked me in the sleepy eyes. I know not how long we so looked into the eyes, but it was quite a while. We said anything we needed at this moment to say anything. could

He had left the blinds half down, so the sun only individually lit up the bedroom, it was just enough light that we look each other in the eye. He stretched his arm toward me and grabbed my hand, it was clear what he wanted and I let it happen.
so pulled he me into bed.
Normally I'm quite shy in terms like that, but I had taken with him all awe, it was as if everything that happened to the natural world. I loved him ... no ... I still love him, will love him all my life.


We were the whole semester break on a pair soon after he returned to Iraq.
It was his last tour ....

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Lady Doctor Examines Small Penis

A stormy weekend

Somehow I got in the German news or heard anything about it, maybe I was too busy just simply, I do not know. The National Post has an article about Iran which brought MILLIONS OF PEOPLE has applied. It was about a law requiring all Christians and Jews by two different colors should be labeled.

It was a suspended article with photos from the Nazi period are that adorned the front page.

has a well-known saying of me:
Living in a Canadian city and seeing the front page of the National Post WWII displaying the pictures of U.S. Jews with their arm badges on the front page made me pause on the way to work.
It read him, then pause for a moment.
I think THAT is exactly the intention was you should stop, the yes is what every newspaper would like, and who would not want to see such a story on its front page.
Too bad if the story then as a (possibly) turns out false.

millions of people are more or less livid. I must admit I am also livid and thought "HOW STUPID CAN NOT REALLY BE!"

But even read the article in the National Post, because now you can not find this on the website. I just wonder why? Heh!

Human rights groups are raising alarms over a new law passed by the Iranian parliament that would require the country's Jews and Christians to wear coloured badges to identify them and other religious minorities as non-Muslims.

"This is reminiscent of the Holocaust," said Rabbi Marvin Hier, the dean of the Simon Wiesenthal Center in Los Angeles. "Iran is moving closer and closer to the ideology of the Nazis."

Iranian expatriates living in Canada yesterday confirmed reports that the Iranian parliament, called the Islamic Majlis, passed a law this week setting a dress code for all Iranians, requiring them to wear almost identical "standard Islamic garments."

The law, which must still be approved by Iran's "Supreme Guide" Ali Khamenehi before being put into effect, also establishes special insignia to be worn by non-Muslims.

Iran's roughly 25,000 Jews would have to sew a yellow strip of cloth on the front of their clothes, while Christians would wear red badges and Zoroastrians would be forced to wear blue cloth.

"There's no reason to believe they won't pass this," said Rabbi Hier. "It will certainly pass unless there's some sort of international outcry over this."

Bernie Farber, the chief executive of the Canadian Jewish Congress, said he was "stunned" by the measure. "We thought this had gone the way of the dodo bird, but clearly in Iran everything old and bad is new again," he said. "It's state-sponsored religious discrimination."

Ali Behroozian, an Iranian exile living in Toronto, said the law could come into force as early as next year.

It would make religious minorities immediately identifiable and allow Muslims to avoid contact with non-Muslims.

Mr. Behroozian said it will make life even more difficult for Iran's small pockets of Jewish, Christian and other religious minorities -- the country is overwhelmingly Shi'ite Muslim. "They have all been persecuted for a while, but these new dress rules are going to make things worse for them," he said.

The new law was drafted two years ago, but was stuck in the Iranian parliament until recently when it was revived at the behest of President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad.

Ich habe mich ehrlich gefragt ob sie wirklich so dumm sind oder nur so tun. Iran ist kein Master of diplomacy. Holocaust denial is one thing, however, such a law to bring another.

really surprised me so it would not. After all, they have already imposed a dress code for women, which would then force through which they hold such a law?
you had the public attention is definitely on their side, but also the wrath of dozens of nations, America would also probably set not long torches and all peaceful efforts once and forever.
Israel? Israel would jump in the triangle. But what would we do Germans?
could be so indifferent to how we came here, I shrug imagine, because all I've found on the German side to this is:

Saturday 20 May 2006, 19:18 clock


Tehran (AP) A new law will encourage the Iranian parliament, the population targeted for wearing Islamic dress. The draft contains no specific provisions for religious minorities, as is apparent from a copy received by the AP news agency on Saturday in Tehran. On Friday, the Canadian newspaper The National Post "provided with a report of a stir, according to Christians, Jews and other religions should identify themselves with special pieces of fabric.

"Such a plan has never been submitted to Parliament and was never discussed," said Morris Motamed, the Jewish member of the AP. "The National Post" reported on its Web site now has doubts about their own article. The U.S. State Department spokesman Sean McCormack said Friday that, if this information actually, this would be deeply objectionable and would be in Germany under Hitler erinnern.Dem first reading approved text of the law, according to the Iranian people are discouraged from wearing clothing that the Islamic culture the country's conflict could. Women are not mentioned separately. Already, they must wear Islamic dress code after a headscarf and cover arms and legs completely, preferably with a long coat. Feminists have voiced concern that the new law, the rules could be further strengthened.


The National Post, meanwhile, took the first article out of the Internet and found instead a new article online from the looks:

Chris Wattie, National Post

Published: Friday, May 19, 2006
Several experts are casting doubt on reports that Iran had passed a Law Requiring the country’s Jews and other religious minorities to wear coloured badges identifying them as non-Muslims.

The Iranian embassy in Otttawa also denied the Iranian government had passed such a law.

A news story and column by Iranian-born analyst Amir Taheri in yesterday’s National Post reported that the Iranian parliament had passed a sweeping new law this week outlining proper dress for Iran’s majority Muslims, including an order for Jews, Christians and Zoroastrians to wear special strips of cloth.

According to the reports, Jews were to wear yellow cloth strips, called zonnar, while Christians were to wear red and Zoroastrians blue.

Ist es nicht interessant? Ist die Welt der News not really interesting? The damage was caused by the cover sheet could make the efforts of all participating nations destroyed.

I like Iran, not at all, however, was what happened here the most pure farce. I wonder why in fact it just had to do it this way. Were there no other way?

I know just do not want if you laugh or cry about stuff like that ...

Should this article be expected again prove to be correct, and Iran should actually introduce such "badges" then I can only say:

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

What Is The Value Of Popegosser China

Patriot Guard Riders

Because of a Vietnam Vet Poser I have come into contact with the Patriot Guard Riders. The Patriot Guard Riders protect the funerals from those who describe how

there with "You are going to hell" or protest, but "America is doomed".

I personally feel that Protestants as disgusting.

Anyway, the Patriot Guard Riders slide across the front of a stop and protect the grieving families from these people.

"I commend the Patriot Guard Riders, a group of dedicated individuals who upon seeing at injustice, chose to rise up and not permit anyone to dance on sacred ground. At funerals around the country, they have ridden in on their motorcycles, with American flags waving, signaling to those present that they are there to protect the families as they mourn their loss "
-. Chairman of the House Committee on Veterans Affairs Steve Buyer (IN)


But maybe you even read what it was even easy for the Patriot Guard Riders is.

The Patriot Guard Riders is a diverse amalgamation of riders from across the nation. We have one thing in common besides motorcycles. We have an unwavering respect for those who risk their very lives for America's freedom and security. If you share this respect, please join us.

We don’t care what you ride, what your political views are, or whether you’re a "hawk" or a "dove". It is not a requirement that you be a veteran. It doesn't matter where you’re from or what your income is. You don’t even have to ride. The only prerequisite is Respect.


Our main mission is to attend the funeral services of fallen American heroes as invited guests of the family . Each mission we undertake has two basic objectives.

1. Show our sincere respect for our fallen heroes, their families, and their communities.

2. Shield the mourning family and friends from interruptions created by any protestor or group of protestors.

We accomplish the latter through strictly legal and non-violent means .


I am repays it is an honor to me to be a part of this special fraternity. Among other things, they now have the operation Patriot Guard Cross World launched

The purpose of this pen-pal program is to unite PGR / ALR members, and their immediate families, with active-duty and retired U.S. soldiers / veterans worldwide.

The PGR / ALR member is asked to make a commitment to send at least one letter per week and one care package every three months.

For more details, or to sign up for this free program, please go to www.danionline.net / opgcw.html

If you have any questions, please contact Dani (kyrieeleison1611 ) dani@danionline.net



Curious? Well, then, but just peep here http://www.patriotguard.org/ after



Pimples Near My Belly Button

Just be lazy sometimes

Sometimes you have to just be lazy, do nothing and relax a little.

The weekend was, until this little incident in the Karstadt some really relaxing days. My friends were there and I had talked to the brother of my best friend who thought he could help now and again something in support of the United States by contributing films and music.

Friday the guys and we spent a thoroughly enjoyable evening games.
then Sunday came, surprisingly, my best friend Menno and we have seen John Travolta movies.

Have I mentioned this before that I think John Travolta movie good?
I'm not really a fan of a singer or actor, either I like what they do, but I like it or not.

is the moment "The Affair of the Necklace" in the background and the film like it already.

John Travolta is just great, someone is ever noticed the momentum when he runs? It would really interest me if that's a leftover from Saturday Night Fever or above is always the case.

Anyway ... sometimes you have to just be lazy and relax.

Tanker Brothers, you take that to heart, I told her, works very very much, it is no exaggeration, however:)

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

My Mouth Is Bleeding Chewing Tobacco

military chaplaincy

I got me a little made clever and ultimately still the chaplain for my district found.

It's been interesting for what it is all of extraordinary pastoral care that goes for about Blind Deaf pastoral counseling to the Pastoral Care of the Federal and ends with the military chaplaincy.

Well, I repays me today with the Chaplaincy been contacted and a date for next Weeks identified, the more I learn about it the better for my Troopers.


came yesterday issue also includes a surprising call from my Paratrooper Paul who is stationed in Germany recently.
his call came out of the blue. "Hey what are you doing on Memorial Day? If you plan not come to Stuttgart and we do plan a"
then I kindly informed him that he is still here, come here so he can watch them ne other corner of Germany. Since he has only asked once if he can bring his buddy. "Yup you can"

Later, I'm still with my MP, and Dave said, if all goes well then we will not just storm a small pile of the Pubmile.

For me it's the first time that I will celebrate Memorial Day, a setting I have now. If we meet all ..... no comment ... I'll take pictures.

Monday, May 15, 2006

Texas Teaching Solutions Scam



'm still shocked ... shocked with what I think, I do not know whether I have followed the guy because he found me attractive, or because he wanted something else. He looked as if he were from the Middle East. I was in town, got my best friend delivered at the railway station and was then a little downtown.

When I'm in the Karstadt I'm the guy behind I noticed he was so unremarkable that it was striking again, I got to the first floor I tried to mix with the crowds, he was suddenly in front of me and I wanted to cut off the road, so I've made on the foot traffic and the escalators at two women have gone, fled to the pedestrian zone.
I ran on the direct route to the cathedral for the first time there and I've calmed down.
has Just yesterday I told my father I should be careful, I know why this man has simply not following me.

After I had spent about half an hour in the cathedral I am in a cafe and there was also another hour spent. The people and the road was observed.
The man was gone ...
Then I went to the ministry and have an appointment for tomorrow morning identified, I must speak with a spiritual, I need it now. The whole thing has brought up some unpleasant things and I think tonight I will not sleep quietly.

Friday, May 12, 2006

So2cl2 Lewis Structure

Captain Mike is the best !!!!!!!

Yes, Captain Mike is the best!

There is no man in my environment of caring. He cares about his guys and makes my also to his own.
Every time I have a problem case, I can come to him, he briefed me as one of his guys would letters. I would even go so far and tell me that he sometimes so hehandelt and also sets the same expectations for me.
That feels good, do it really well, because he believes in me.

because I've met him I was looking for information about deplyoments. I am somewhere inside ran into him and got me to talk to him, I even himself with the thought of playing my signature to be done, but aufjendenfall the U.S. Army would support over there.
So he brought me to the Soldiers Angels, in November he gave me then brought the Christmas stockings and talked with me, He said that if ever I need him he would be there for me.

Cpt.Mike is a Desert Storm veteran, I was even too young to understand this war all but I can still remember the messages.
mitlerweile I've met quite a few veterans.

Anyway, Captain Mike is definitely the best! You can count on him, he is always there when you need him and he has some wisdom in the sleeves can you really get what.

That's my Cpt. go find your own:)

Thursday, May 11, 2006

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learning to keep their distance

One of my guys has talked about killing himself. He is in Iraq and his wife is about ten years older than him. It uses this advantage from continuos to manipulate him. For days she has not spoken to him. He feels himself becoming worthless, as would be loose and the world thinks drann better without him. He is determined to have a child. You not, that bothers him because he's afraid to come not home.

women like this .. I do not understand how to do this to their husbands. You have to imagine the times, the men sit somewhere at the middle of nowhere and do not know whether they are still alive the next day hergeht WHILE many women and with other has who they want to tow this time, it makes me so damn mad.


When I had it again yesterday, it was all forgotten. He knew he had not even talked about killing himself ...

I feel cheated because I know not what shall I do, because that goes through my skills, I am not a psychologist and still I have the feeling I'm not doing enough for him. All that I can have I done, I have a "request" at the TLC team made the post and he more Morale boosts receive, I got it on my Cpt. passed ... everything that I can do is sit there and try to continue it on hold. I'm afraid for him, afraid he will one day cease to speak to me.

I feel so damn helpless sometimes ... sometimes I could sit there and howl howl just about all the suffering and loss. Through all the human lives. Sometimes I feel everything will be able to run away too much and I wish to go somewhere where I have nothing to do with it. But that does not work, they need me. I can not let them down.

One of my guys has seen 8 of his comrades were shredded by an IED. He told me everything he could collect the pieces of his best friend. This goes beyond the comprehension of most people, hardly anyone can imagine what it means to have to do that. No one is not a BTDT (been there, done that) is. You look at the movies, finds it cool, but a civilian can not handle it. All the memories and feelings are now a part of me, making me almost a BTDT, at least they see me as one who call me veteran and I have to learn to live with it.

Sometimes I feel like I was even there. A part of me is also, and I think this part, as long as I live over there are.

I love my job, I live my job, but it has its downsides, and this shadow is war, death, destruction, mutilation.
Somehow I must find a way to get to because of distance .. I can not do the job far better themselves to me or it eats at me. I get these pictures out of my head. Black body burned, shredded bones, I just can not get rid of it.

I care about them ... But who cares about me?

how psychologists go about it? Doctors?

There's someone who wants to give me the address and phone number of the BW people so that I learn to deal with it. I myself am only human and I have never learned to make something real. I've been wondering about whether I should not really make professional standard. If there is a way the study and then make as a professional occupational activities would not be bad, because actually I serve so even as a quasi-pastoral care for the boys. The problem is precisely the personal bond and this makes it difficult not to spin because I was not the distance to win.

Somehow, everything changed totally, I love this job, make him very very much, I got my "destiny" and found but I have to learn to deal with the dark side,

But I will also hammer out yet.

Anyway ... cried enough ...

Friday, May 5, 2006

Rockstar Wheels On A Silverado

Gregory Anton, my Justin Morgan and "SPC" ROCK

I never thought the HOOAHRADIO could make a joke. Today, for example, I've got the whole show dedicated to SPC Rock, she has her 21st Birthday, was something quite special for the Americans and our 18th equivalent. Free at last be thrown out in the bars and drink a beer without being afraid to be back.

you recently came from their tour from Iraq again and is now in Kietz Willingen, Germany stationed. A wonderful young woman with whom I have very much in common. I admire her strength to cope with things, even though she is so young.
yourself also has PTSD and I know all too well what it means with the demons of PTSD fight.

PTSD is not only something you can pull in the fight, it's enough of a simple assault to have to Rumschlag a life so long.
Anyway I would not insist . Enter

repays her I had dedicated the entire show and even made a friend of her, Dave, whom she met in Iraq, live on air to get. Herself I had a little later, "On Air" and she said that this is the best birthday gift would have been in her life.

It's been an honor it repays the pleasure to prepare:)

Then there's Greg Anthony, who is also just come back from Iraq and now the cancer was diagnosed. I had left a note for him and he has written back and told me I could write it and publish the address. Moreover, I had the idea that I could give him the show tomorrow, as I had now paid Morgan.

So I gave him an email written and asked him if he would like to hear something special, then he sent me some names which I will then play in the morning and a mass mail to the Mudville Gazette chased out so many requests and dedications to him as possible will go.

And just as expected then was purely and simply the best email. By whom? Well of course, Master Gunner, you can count on him always, and one has with him. He and his family are just great:)

Anyway, my official Justin is back in Anaconda. He is over Frankfurt Hanau flown and had a two-hour stopover. You still need to use the cafe as Fedex, the new modem sent to the wrong and it is now totally disappeared.
The problem is that about 20 more are connected to Justin, and now almost everyone wants him kick your ass.
If one should dare to connect it somehow in the butt then comes one of Amy's and my list. This is what one is safe. Justin can not do that the rain has flooded the room and therefore the modem is broken, he can not help it that Fedex was smart to send it to the wrong Justin, so they should not leave out their frustration and anger in him.

Well Fedex hopefully get that soon settled. I hope for Justin, the poor guy I'm so sorry ... I'd like to take him in the arm.